it has been a year since her last entry.. the last entry she had was how she was crushed emotionally by genghis. and now, another new entry.. and this time, another emotionally crushing entry. this girl never learn, or rather she learns it the hardest way possible!
before camembert came along, she was pretty contented and licking her wounds and slowly getting the hang of being alone. and then, there came camembert. with his quirky sense of humour and uniquely adorable annoying character, she started to think that she shouldnt have given up after all. she was not ready for a relationship but yet, there was something about camembert that made her silly. she started to enjoy her time spent wt camembert and though she vow not to repeat history, she lost.
she got to admit that being wt camembert wasn't easy but yet she tried to understand what made him the way he was and why he was of such character. there were circumstances that she wished he could cared more about and questioned her less about but her one true weakness was she tried too hard. being in a relationship with camembert was something she treasured most and when she was in a committed relationship, she felt that it was only right that she gave him her all. she cared too soon, fall too fast. camembert made her realised that though it could be hard to not want to fight during the first month, it had now been a must that a 'quarrel' to break out. by not quarelling, she got hurt. an irony but she learnt it the hard way.
10 things she learnt out of the relationship: 1. never let a man tell you he's ready for a relationship - men can never be 2. why be nice when you get hurt eventually - be the bitch you always have been, no more taking any S^&% from men who clearly don't deserve you 3. if he wants to be with you, he'll wait for it - if he can't, he could jolly well jerk off 4. the more you want the guy to be with you, the nastier you should be with him. men are dumb that way! 5. stop being the miss nice girl - all men are asses till they are proven innocent. 6. if a man cant call/text you often enough, don't even bother going to stage2 7. men who are a romantic are a softie, but IF he knows how to romance her at the right time, he's a keeper. 8. just cos he can cook, dun necessarily mean you can eat those food he actually calls food 9. if he questioned and pushed you to do something you clearly object to, MOVE ON. you just don't want to. period. quit asking! 10. dun be a Molotov Cocktail. if you are unhappy, tell him, whatever circumstances you may be in, let it off your chest or forever hold your peace.